2nd post of down.

I message her this morning.

I though everything will be fine, but she fall sick.

That makes me so worry.

I hope she can get well soon.

Problem between me and her really affect a lot in my working hours.

I found a solution to solve it.

Which is understanding and trust on each other.

It's not easy, I agree.

But that's the only way.

Today, she say she's tired and shut the phone.

I'm very sad and feel like crying,

But I still remember on the 15th of July 2010 she sent me a message, she promise me that she will never leave me.

We will share all our problems, joyfulness, craziness, anger, shy, madness together.

And no lie and hidden feeling.

That message is always in my phone.

I won't delete it because whenever we argue I will look back the message.

The message will cool me down and make me appreciate our relation.

It's hard for her to tell such things, so I believe the message really means a lot.

Dear, good luck for your competition tomorrow!

A post that I hope She knows.

We have been together for 266days.

We argued before, we shared happy moment before and we managed to solve a lot of problem too.

But now, I don't know how to solve this problem.

I'm working now.

In the morning she got to go to school, so we couldn't talk at all.

At night, I ended my job at 10pm when i reach home it's already very late and she got to sleep.

I believe this problem happens to working guys.

But I want to solve it.

I'm just don't know what to do.

I understand that when she need me most I'm not there because I'm working.

I'm working so hard just that I want to study with her next time.

But if this problem can't be solve I think she won't give me a next time.

I can say although it's already 266days, but I'm not totally understand her.

But I did try my best, just hope she knows it.

I'm a guy who can't even remember my parents date of birth.

She makes me start to remember everything.

She's the person that make me achieve in my studies.

She's the person that motivate me to work so hard.

Our main problem is time.

We don't really have time for each other.

Will this make our relation go worst? or make us grow stronger and form a stronger relation?

I really happy that she told me this problem.

At least we face this problem earlier so thee will not be a next time.

I will try to solve it!

Thanks my dear for giving me time to think.

You're really understanding.

I wish you good luck in your Competition today!

All the best dear!

I love you!

ハナミズキ

Sora o oshi agete
Te o nobasu kimi gogatsu no koto
Dou ka kite hoshii
Mizugiwa made kite hoshii
Tsubomi o ageyou
Niwa no HANAMIZUKI

Usu beniiro no kawaii kimi no ne
Hatenai yume ga chanto
Owarimasu you ni
Kimi to suki na hito ga
Hyaku nen tsuzukimasu you ni

Natsu wa atsusugite
Boku kara kimochi wa omosugite
Issho ni wataru ni wa
Kitto fune ga shizun jau
Douzo yuki nasai
Osaki ni yuki nasai

Boku no gaman ga itsuka mi o musubi
Hatenai nami ga chanto
Tomarimasu you ni
Kimi to suki na hito ga
Hyaku nen tsuzukimasu you ni

Hirari chou chou o
Oikakete shiroi ho o agete
Haha no hi ni nareba
MIZUKI no ha, okutte kudasai
Matanakute mo ii yo
Shiranakute mo ii yo

Usu beniiro no kawaii kimi no ne
Hatenai yume ga chanto
Owarimasu you ni
Kimi to suki na hito ga
Hyaku nen tsuzukimasu you ni

Boku no gaman ga itsuka mi o musubi
Hatenai nami ga chanto
Tomarimasu you ni
Kimi to suki na hito ga
Hyaku nen tsuzukimasu you ni

Kimi to suki na hito ga
Hyaku nen tsuzukimasu you ni

平井堅／瞳をとじて

asa mezameru tabi ni
kimi no nukegara ga yoko ni iru
nukumori wo kanjita
itsumo no senaka ga tsumetai
nigawarai wo yamete
omoi ka-ten wo akeyou
mabushisugiru asahi
boku to mainichi no oikakekko da

ano hi miseta nakigao
namida terasu yuuhi kata no nukumori
keshisarou to negau tabi ni
kokoro ga karada ga kimi wo oboeteiru

Your love forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dake de ii
tatoe kisetsu ga boku no kokoro wo okizari ni shite mo

itsuka ha kimi no koto
nanimo kanjinakunaru no ka na
ima no itami idaite
nemuru hou ga mada ii ka na
ano hi miteta hoshizora
negai kakete futari sagashita hikari ha
mabataku ma ni kieteku no ni
kokoro ha karada ha kimi de kagayaiteru

I wish forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore shika dekinai
tatoe sekai ga boku wo nokoshite sugisarou to shite mo

Your love forever
hitomi wo tojite kimi wo egaku yo sore dake de ii

tatoe kisetsu ga boku wo nokoshite iro wo kaeyou to mo
kioku no naka ni kimi wo sagasu yo sore dake de ii

nakushita mono wo koeru tsuyosa wo kimi ga kureta kara

kimi ga kureta kara

涙そうそう

涙そうそう (Nada Sousou)
Performed by: 夏川 りみ (Natsukawa Rimi)
Theme Song of: 涙そうそう
(Nada Sousou)

古いアルバムめくり
furui arubamu (album) mekuri
ありがとうってつぶやいた
arigatoutte tsubuyaita
いつもいつも胸の中
itsumo itsumo mune no naka
励ましてくれる人よ
hagemashite kureru hito yo
晴れ渡る日も　雨の日も
harewataru hi mo ame no hi mo
浮かぶあの笑顔
ukabu ano egao
想い出遠くあせても
omoide tooku asetemo
おもかげ探して
omokage sagashite
よみがえる日は　涙そうそう
yomigaeru hi wa nada sousou

一番星に祈る
ichiban boshi ni inoru
それが私のくせになり
sore ga watashi no kuseninari
夕暮れに見上げる空
yuugure ni miageru sora
心いっぱいあなた探す
kokoro ippai anata sagasu
悲しみにも　喜びにも
kanashimi ni mo yorokobi ni mo
おもうあの笑顔
omou ano egao
あなたの場所から私が
anata no basho kara watashi ga
見えたら　きっといつか
mietara kitto itsuka
会えると信じ　生きてゆく
aeru to shinji ikiteyuku

晴れ渡る日も　雨の日も
harewataru hi mo ame no hi mo
浮かぶあの笑顔
ukabu ano egao
想い出遠くあせても
omoide tooku asetemo
さみしくて　恋しくて
samishikute koishikute
君への想い　涙そうそう
kimi e no omoi nada sousou

会いたくて　会いたくて
aitakute aitakute
君への想い　涙そうそう
kimi e no omoi nada sousou

I finally attend Khusus Undang-Undang!

This morning I feel a little bit bored as it's my off day and i still got to wake up early in the morning just to attend the so call boring lecture.

I feel so pissed to wake up so early! Ish!

But everything change when a girl, a sweet and pretty looking one, Eve Ching approach me and said "Hai"

She's cool, full of humor and she made me and the others laugh out loud!..hahaha

She yawn a lot of time during the lecture ( should be more than 10 times>.<)

She's afraid of insect. When she saw a bee roughly around one meter away from her, she will run fastly to hide herself!

Hahahahahah!!!!

She's a joke!

I like her!!!

Eve Ching and Ryna

Besides that I also get to know some new friends there like Ryna and Navina.

They are all so cool!

This is how the room looks like^^

The lecture was actually funny, not that boring after all!

I love today!^^

Happy New Year! 1st day working in Celebrity Fitness!

Happy 2011!!!!
I wish all my friends a very wonderful new year!
Okay! In the early morning, I MISSED BUS!

I manage to catch another bus in time and reach Celebrity Fitness on time!

I walk in with fear, but in a flash I feel so home like!

Everyone is friendly there.

I meet some new friends name Roslie, Mat, Rain, and Joey!

They're cool!^^

I spend time understanding all the machines and basic workout knowledge!

Everything was fine.

I believe in one week time I can train my client very well and prove to my up coming client that the money the spend is worth it and not a waste!

I promise to train you all to the very max!

Get me as your personal trainer and you wont regret!

Time toi get a rest!

Nights!

Love you all!