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Today, a very simple day, I woke up at 7pm in the evening.

Why so late?

I've gotten drunk last night.

I've never drink that much before.

I told myself that I wont drink alcohol  last time.

But now?

Actually I kinda fear alcohol, it makes me do things that I shouldn't.

I gives me illusion that weaken my friendship!

Somethings happen before this that makes me still can't get over it!

Because of this incident, I've learn that it's not easy to build a relation!

How did I do it last time?

Why can't I rebuild it?

I asked myself and I get no answer.

I miss moment where I share my stories in hand phone throughout the whole night.

I miss moment that you force me too sing for you.

I miss the moment that you don't allow me to this and that to make sure that I don't turn bad.

I miss the moment that when I wake up from a nap and sees you beside me.

I miss the moment waking you up from the bed and you're still sticking to the bed.

I miss the moment that you drive me out at midnight and go for a midnight movie.

I miss every single thing that had past.

All this can be considered memory!

I never hope that it will happen again because I know it takes a lot to makes us back together.

I've learn my lesson.

LET'S BREAKOUT, this two words started by me and I can't keep back them!

This two words had became our shadow, following us no matter what happen.

The reason we can't be together is because we can't overcome this shadow.

A scar is always a scar!

I hope, I wish yet I can't!
I love still!!!!!!

Really hope you take care yourself!

I know how weak you're although you always say you're tough!

I know you're not!

If I can fly there one day, I will surely fly there just to find you!

I know I will!

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