Wednesday, September 28, 2011

I promise to let go and move on.

Recently, I'm feeling really down and frustrated.
Again and again, I face financial problem again.
I'm working hard now by performing around.
Working life ain't fun, it's so hard to earn money.
I got to handle high pressure out there.
In college, I've got too handle performances and it's really tiring.
This Friday I got make the performance run well.
I'm kinda worry because my band is not well prepared.

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Change to relation part,
Last night, I broke a glass that was given by my ex girlfriend.
Even though we've been separated for so long I still miss her.
Some how.
But last night, the incident, taught me something.
I broke the glass accidentally, just like I suggest for the break up with her without consideration.
The glass breaks apart and couldn't be join back, even if it been join again it will still have a mark.
Just like my relation, after breaking off we kept on arguing non stop over the same problem.
So I think we're actually not suitable for each other even we trust and loveD each other so much before.
My emotion is still unstable now but as usual I still looks fine to others.
I want to be happy!
Please!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Update on my life.

Now, I'm back in KL.
Erm..there's a lot of changes.
I had a nice semester break chilling out with my friends and also meeting up my ex-girlfriend.
During holidays in Penang, I've got block my the club bouncer saying that I'm under age.
What a shame! Hahah...but it makes me feel young.
So, kinda good after all.
I've made it to the final round of Malaysia Most Talented 2011 but didn't manage to get any prizes.
But somehow this event makes me knew more people and gave me a idea on my playing.
I'll soon be a real SaxoManiac! I'm on my plan to do things that are so crazy that no other saxophonist will do in this world!
I'm forming a new me!
Wahahha..

This is some photos of me and my fellow classmate during the Cameron Highland trip!
Really is a nice trip!
Thanks a lot to C Yang!











Okay.
Back to relation part,
Me and my ex?
Erm.. Complicated stuff..
I can call it an end?
Cause every time we communicate we will argue.
And I felt that the love level is getting lesser.
It's more to missing the pass that keep on holding us.
It's only sympathy that's making me care about her.
Let time do the job, I'll be very busy and got no time for anymore relation.
I'll get a better one!
Studies, money, fame and performance!
You're all I need!  

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Blog tag!

Now only I realize someone blog me in.
It's just a simple post but feeling kinda happy being blog in by people that I don't know!
Great experience.
This is the link!^^




Thursday, September 1, 2011