Wednesday, April 4, 2012

不再联系

This song is in my top list! Kinda meaningful to me^^
Sharing this out hoping that those that facing the same thing as me get to release all the pain by singing this.
After that STOP LISTENING!
hahahah


作曲:夏天Alex
编曲:颜小健

也许还能在网上看到你的消息
也许我唱的歌还存在你的手机
也许我爱你埋在心底变成秘密
也许你想我的时候我也在想你
多少次我告诉自己
此情可待已成追忆
多少次我告诫自己
不再为你流泪到一败涂地
我和你不再联系
希望你不要介意
要怪就怪当初没在一起
而你对现在也比较满意
所以我留下来也没有道理
我和你断了联系
不代表我不想你
走到哪里还是会有惦记
而我也开始试着去忘记
抹去我们过去的放弃的所有交集

April's Update!

Recently I really have so much hard time struggling to get through my daily life.
I've officially lost my relationship with the girl that I've loved for 4 years.
The worst thing was, it was on the 14th of February 2012, Valentine Night!
It took me around a month to pass through my tears.
I can say that now I'm feeling much better but somehow she's still in my brain.
I'm hoping that one day I can treat her like my old time good friend and not looking back at the pass.
This is my target.
On the other hand, my studies is not going well. 
I don't know what on earth have happen to me, but I do know that I need some motivation!
I'll seek for it.
Finance! This is a major problem for me now!
Millionaire before age of 30?
Hahahha, I may laugh at here but this is still going on!
I won't stop this ultimate dream of mine!
I'll keep going on!
As for family! I'll try my best to help! As for me family is always no.1!
Hahahah... I'm planing to go for more part time job to seek for opportunities!!
I believe that if I can control and manage such messy life of mine, I'm sure that I can mange my future!
I'll make it messier soon! Hahaha
I have to start to say no to branded stuff now!! hehehe.. (It's hard)
Okay maybe not totally but CONTROL..haha..
I'll get myself a present every three months once...
OMG!! After looking at my April's timetable!!! Hahahah
Scratch my head! It's so pack! Except for 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th and 21st!!! Any part time job to intro!!!
I need it hahaha...
Let's see what's on my list!
Yea! First on Casting!! For the first time in my life I'm going for casting, hope someone choose me!!!haha
Next class trip to Melaka, suppose to be fun, but!!!!! Where the hell is the commitment for participant!
I'm really mad as most of them turn me down.
This is one year once! Why can't you all sacrifice>.<
I miss so many things because of this trip and turn out seeing so many not attending!
EMOMO!!! hahah... Never mind ><
 YESH!!! the next one is PC FAIR 2012!! Anyone needs a laptop???
Find me!!! LENOVO is the best! Cause I'm using it!!hahahah
College orientation after that..hahaha
Time to see all the juniors!!! So darn excited!!haha
Wish that I can find new band members for my band!!!haha
By the way! Those that coming Tarc KL!!! Join Talentime Night!
It's time for you to shine in Tarc! hahaha
Lastly, I have a wedding performance at Kuantan. I'm required to dance!!! T.T
I'm a saxophonist and I'm required to dance!!! I don't want!
But for friends, okay la, just once..hahaha
April! Wao!!! Packed!!! Will keep myself busy!
And for my ex! Good luck in Japan!!! hahah... Remember to bring me for a tour in Japan when I get there..ahaha
Late post at night!
It's 12.19am and 5th of April 2012!

YuKee! Checking out!